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INTERNATIONAL WOMEN'S DAY 2012

Hey everyone,

Happy International women's day to you & your mother, sister, wife and all the women who play an important role in your life.

Today is march 8 th celebrated as ''International women's day''. 

I am glad we arent the same as earlier anymore when it comes to giving equality to women, its not upto the mark but its better than before, and we only can hope that it gets better from now.

There a lot of women who influenced my life,

first being, my grandmother (ammama) she was everything to me. She practically raised my little sister and me, she fed, bathed, told us stories, played games with us, thought us prayers, helped us to prepare for school Annual day- Sports day- Ethnic day, cooked our favourite meal almost everyday ( one main reason for me being obsessed with food ) comforted me when I cried; when being bullied. So, basically she was the man of the house after my grandfather past away ( many many years ago ), She was a strong women, And I loved her to death.

Next,
My cousin sister, she was elder to me - she used to cook brilliantly ( my inspiration to cook ) when ever she had a day off from college/work she used to cook for all of us. Dark beautiful Indian women, danced like a peacock, gave me extra pocket money without telling my parents, I used to admire how she used organise her diary. She had beautiful big eyes.

Revamma madam,
She is my mother's lecturer when she was a student in an evening college, because my mom was supporting her own family by taking up a job in day time after my grandfather passed away. I must say my mother is receiving an award for successfully completing 35 years of service as a teacher in government school.

Congratulations ma

Revamma is a around 70 - 75 years, she has a great heart, as kids we used to visit her during holidays, she lives in a different town; Tumkur. I used to call her

Amma

She used to love it, she never had her own kids but had many children who called her amma. Sharp tongue, soft heart, great cook, She is one of those persons I can share my mind's thoughts without hesitation because I know she wouldn't judge me.  She once said,

For human, excretion of waste from body( shitting )  is important to live life, but we don't build bathroom as big as living room and live in it, Instead we build it in a small corner in the back of the house,

In the same way, money is also important in life but we shouldn't give it great importance, treating the necessity of shitting and money as the same. 

I am sure she says so because she has seen life, and been betrayed by people for money.  

But nowadays my parents don't come with us to visit her ( old age and busy schedule ) but My little sister & I take a train from Bangalore to Tumkur ( Rs 12 per head, unrelated but we;India has one the best railways in the world, more about it some other day ).
I Love her too .

Then for a long period this was it. 

And came few women who influenced me, like my teachers ( a lot of good teachers in my life ), old grandmothers in my neighbourhood,

Right now,
Avva ( grandmother in Telugu; my mother tongue )
She is a lady in my new neighbourhood, almost 80 years or more she doesn't remember her age. I see her everyday sun bathing on a small seat in front of her small house while I am leaving for the day;for college, I wave her bye, she waves back too, I ll tell her,

Avva, I ll come back in the evening, and talk to you, bye I am getting late for college ( I Am always late for college by 5 mins ) 

She is one strong women, although her health doesn't allow her to do any physically strenuous work , mentally very strong. I feel like apart from my little sister ( my best friend ), Avva is one person I talk to about, Diminishing level of humanity amongst people, greed for more; money, harming the environment and nature, people who backstab, and anything that I feel.

She agrees to the fact that people and times have changed and not for the good, we are going after technology but not protecting the nature, we are building bank balance not relationships, traveling the world and but don't know who lives next door ,her age is just a number, she is smart lady. Love her to death too just like my ammama.

Then I come back from college, I have this smile on my face, on her's too only if she hasn't had a bad day or an argument, she has a lot of argument with people; short tempered but as far as I have seen her arguments are valid.

Sometimes, If I am overwhelmed I hug her, she is so warm,wrinkled, grey hair, blue eyes.
I sit with her for few mins, sometimes 30 mins or more, sometimes we talk a lot otherwise just sit there gazing into the mid air.

She gives me little money to buy junk food to eat ( ha-ha ), most of the time I say I don't want anything, because she has too little means & I don't want to be a burden.

she is adorable,love her.

Its overwhelming to think about all these people whom I love, at once.

( This has became a long post, but I love this post )

Once again HAPPY INTERNATIONAL WOMEN'S DAY to every lady out there, and specially to those who are reading my post.

OH !! and finally my little sister, she is not women in my eyes, just a baby ( 19 years ), she is wonderful. happy womens day to you sis. lots of love and blessing.

xoxoxoxo
You can know a little bit more of everything i know in my next Post.
Until then, Take care.
Stay Healthy and Happy.
Till next time, Peace and Love.

Hey Everybody,

I hope you all are doing good.

Today I bunked my college, I have been to bored with college and everything and decided I needed a break, so here i am home alone.

Ok, so here is what happened. I decided to go through my childhood photo albums, those photos which clicked in kodak film camera, which used to restrict us to only 30 approx pictures and we had to wait to see them till it was sent to the lab to be washed in the dark room, nonetheless my mother had taken enough pictures on every occasion/vacation we ever had.

I am the eldest daughter of Mr. Raja & Mrs.G.Anuradha, Born 04/07/1991 on a rainy day, my parents say I was born after a lot of prayers to various lords, and we were a huge family with grandmother, two aunts, two uncles, 2 cousins, dad & mom, my younger sister & a dog and plenty of friendly neighbours who will feed you with all love until you are stuffed and even more stuffed.

I was the BIG kid, by which I mean is I was fat. I always found comfort in food, I used to stuff my belly with so much food very soon I had reached 90 kgs/198lbs at the age of 10 to 15. So I have lived my live all this while, I Am 22years now, I saw the need to be perfect in all the pictures I was going through, like wanting to look better than anyone, wanting attention, always wanting more than I need, crying my way to get what I wanted, anger which is not so good, but even then I was a dreamer, thats one good constant,  for the rest of it am I still the same ??? not exactly. I guess it was all a part of growing up, and not a bad thing after all.

These pictures are so expressive, and takes you back to memory lane. ''Take time to go through your old photos too''.

And today I am a photographer, pursuing her MBA. I wish to capture memories of people in a way that they will cherish forever, like I am doing. I want to travel every where possible.

Click the link below to see my work
https://www.facebook.com/welcometochandanaphotography?ref=hl

I don't have anything left to say in this post, even though I feel its a bit uncomplete.

You can know a little bit more of everything i know in my next Post.
Until then, Take care.
Stay Healthy and Happy.
Till next time, Peace and Love.

Get What you give

Hey Everybody,

I Hope you all are doing great !!
Today 17/2/2014 ,1.45 am , I realised something after watching an episode of Deepika Padukone daily life,
Its was run from one set to another, away from family, friends, less privacy but she is a star of the nation.

Our life, ok my life consists me waking up rushing to college, sitting in class for 7 - 8 hours of lecture, come back home all tired, eat - sleep, social networking for hours,movie and the rest of this kind.

But I want a lot of things such as to be very successful, But this lifestyle doesn't get me all the things I want for myself and I am not giving all I have to give.

This realisation will not get me success I want, but my efforts after this will get me success. But I again If you want something you have to give everything you can to it. Don't cry at what you don't have just work towards what you want.

You GET what you GIVE.

Good luck, to everyone.

You can know a little bit of everything I know in my next post.
Until then, Take Care.
Stay healthy and happy.
Till next time, Peace and Love.

Hey Everybody,

Hope you are all doing great, and had a fun sunday !!

I know I had a fun sunday, Why ??
Because I did my first shoot with friend/aspiring bollywood hero.
This was cancelled last sunday because of college test, however I was very excited to do the shoot today, Slept only 3hours last night, woke up at 5, was at lalbagh - botanical garden, Bangalore, around 6.45 ish. My sister is my assistant :) she helps me on the set. Started the shoot at 7.30 ish. went up till 9.30 ish, it wasn't a full 2 hours schedule.

Here is one picture from the shoot, for you all to see.




Had lots of fun, And right now its late night and I have a multtani mittti face pack haha :) :D Its feels great, very relaxing. These days facials at parlours are so expensive, and I had to remove all the tan I had on my skin from vacation almost 15 days.  That is why this 100 gms Rs. 20 Multani mitti face pack.



You can know a little bit more of everything i know in my next Post.
Until then, Take care.
Stay Healthy and Happy.
Till next time, Peace and Love.

Hey everybody,
Friends this a bit of a long post, even if you don't agree with me, just let your thoughts flow in this direction, no negative comments are invited anything positive is welcome.

The Title - Let it be 

Why the whole world is after money? Materialistic items, that doesn’t fed our soul to grow, rather it puts us in a cage of civilization that puts an end to freedom, liberty and serenity of any human being.
                       
           Being normal is following the rules and regulations, getting conformity from a social group or a community that restricts any sought of imagination and individuality; that we are born with. Then why do you think that our bodies don’t look the same and our voices don’t sound the same, our eyes, hair, skin, blood, cells, heart, blood and flesh are not the same to one another in the society, so why do you need to be like everyone else and achieve conformity by killing your souls voice and uniqueness.

          why wear fancy clothes and ride luxury cars when you can’t feel empathy towards your neighbor, our uniqueness binds us together, don’t over think the meaning of life or try to understand it, understand the universe the air, sun, water, soil, trees, mountains that you can by just being, and doing nothing.

          Have you looked around, the society we are building for ourselves, that is filled with selfishness, greed, authority, restrictions, passes to be wanderer in this world i.e. passports, who is this government? Why do we need it, if we all could control ourselves, this era of people have seen so much of materialistic luxury that they have forgotten about the luxuries that life has already given such as peace, family, friends, health, ability to think and make a difference for good and most of all humanity; connection between human to human, everybody are so scared for survival and hence they run after money, but if you just let it be, you’ll see one has to do nothing but just let it be.

Money takes away passion, you choose to do something like a job and just because you aren't getting paid enough you stop putting in same passion into your job and start worrying and in matter of time money becomes the reason you have that job and the passion you once you had is call you from the depths of its voice, screaming and telling you I am the reason you choose this job and not money, by the time you realize this you have lost passion towards your job, your time would have passed and the need for greed would be the murderer of your passion and the soul.

Understand that you have a calling from life and materialistic things doesn't give you reason and meaning to your existence, I once heard “money makes you conscious” it’s a truth that isn’t accepted pretty much, since when do we accept the truth, we choose comforting lies over them.

The barrier is you and your mind, not the barrier you think it is.
Stay close to your soul; it’s easy to lose it in this materialistic world.

At the end some Food for thought: Think about what is it that you want the most in life? but that should be something you can't buy or steal (non materialistic) and remember that is the thing you have to live for such as passion, humanity and all the materialistic things you get along with it, treat them as benefits that were not necessary in the first place, they are created by brands that are marketed and positioned into our brains and it’s not your need.
You can know a little bit more of everything i know in my next Post.
Until then, Take care.

Hey everybody,
This is Everythingiknow by chandana.

I am up early in the morning, waiting to go to photography at 5 am this saturday morning. As I am waiting for time to pass I suddenly felt hungry and made myself early morning breakfast,

You guys, I realised something today, as long as I create something I am happy, even something as simple as an omlette, and as i write this I remember a dialogue from one of the best love story I have ever seen, P S - I Love You , '' I doesn't matter what I do, my passion is to create, I doesn't matter what I create'' ( forgive for its not the exact dialogue but something like this )
I name this egg omelette - Omelette Passion :) :P

Ingredients -
1) egg
2) milk 2 tbsp depending on no. of eggs this is for 1 egg
3) onions 1 tbsp
4) tomato 1 tbsp
5) green chillies 1 tbsp or little less
6) olive oil as requires
7) salt
8) garlic 1 tbsp or less

How to make Omelette Passion,

Beat egg,milk,onion,tomato,chillies,olive oil,salt and garlic ( make sure everything you chop is as tiny as possible, for better taste ) , Heat the the pan and pour the egg mixture and waiting for it to cook ( tip is cook omelette/egg as if it is cheeze, its should melt in your mouth, never over cook egg unless its scrambled egg).
Once its done, plate it with grated garlic/cheese as you wish.

You can know a little bit more of everything i know in my next Post.
Until then, Take care